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The Addict Zone — Learning Your "Secret" Formula

The Addict Zone — Learning Your "Secret" Formula

Many of our clients in sex addiction recovery describe that they feel as though they are on “auto-pilot” when they act out sexually. One moment they feel fine and the next they are online surfing porn sites. It can feel that overpowering and out of control. But when you begin to really pay attention to your compulsive sexual behavior patterns, you will learn to notice that there are sets of personal patterns or rituals that take place in order for you get finally get to the action of acting out.

Imagine a batch of computer code that executes certain commands in order for a file to run properly. bigstock-Virus-And-Hacking-Concept-39343780Can you see what your code is? What rules or beliefs are operating beneath your behavior and actions? How can you use that to learn more about your patterns so you can make better choices?

An example… recently a client in sex addiction recovery talked about several of his acting out patterns, specifically looking at online porn and escort sites. I asked him first where this happens. Was he at home? At work? His job allowed him to work at home several days a week with a lot of autonomy. On these days, his wife was at her work and his kids were in school. He was home alone. He did not act out at work so we were able to first locate the optimal opportunity for him to act out — home alone. He wrote out the following sentence or truth statement:

When I am home alone, I will act out sexually.

I wanted to check this out with him to see how “true” this was. It turned out that he did not always act out when he was simply home alone. Sometimes he would have things to do to keep him occupied or focused. We delved into his being home alone and he was able to determine that he was more prone to act out when he did not have enough work to do or did not have a plan. He changed his truth statement to now read:

When I am home alone and have unstructured time, I will act out sexually.

He was getting closer to one of the formulas or patterns of his compulsive sexual behavior. But again, it did not always manifest itself into his acting out sexually. Sometimes he was able to find things to do or get interested in to change this up. What was missing from his findings was an emotional or feeling element. So I asked him what kind of mood he was usually in when he acted out during these times. This person in sex addiction recovery was able to cement one more piece of his acting out behavior:

When I am home alone, have unstructured time, and feel very negative about myself, I will act out sexually.

This statement, or formula, encapsulates the major feelings and situations that led him to look at online porn. He had several others, but the steps he took here to comb through the patterns and write them out proved both enlightening and effective in his sobriety.

Try these steps for yourself:

  1. First, think of specific behavior that you want to address. Is it viewing online porn? Is it obsessively looking and objectifying people?
  2. Where are you usually when you act this behavior out? Are you home? At work? Alone? Write all this down.
  3. What kind of mood are you in? Are you anxious? Overwhelmed? Bored? Write these out too.
  4. Look at your list and begin to craft one sentence, as simply as you can, that gathers this data. Read it. Get comfortable with it.
  5. If you can, print it out or write it out legibly and have it ready with you when you are in these situations to remind yourself that you are approaching the “addict zone.”


To learn more and for help through your own sex addiction recovery, reach out to us at Neulia Compulsion Solutions today.

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