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Can't I Just Look at One Site?

Can't I Just Look at One Site?

I often get asked by men who are either starting in recovery, or considering recovery, “Can't I just look at one porn site?” Porn addiction is every bit as serious as alcohol or drug addiction, so my answer to that would be another question: “What do you think is going to happen if you look at one porn site?”

The thing about addiction is that it's destructive. It doesn't just mean that you simply like porn. It doesn't even mean that you really like porn. Addicts have lost relationships, jobs, and friendships to their addiction. They've spent their savings on subscription sites, escort services and massage parlors. They feel powerless to stop looking at porn, and indeed spend a good portion of their day doing only that. That's an addiction. It's a compulsion to act out sexually, even when you want to stop.

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So to get back to the original question: I want to share a story.

You Can Walk Away

A client of mine once called me from a friend's house, because he felt triggered. See, his friend didn't know that my client was in porn addiction treatment, and therefore didn't think anything of saying to him, “Hey, check out this latest celebrity sex tape!”

My client was able to change the subject, and eventually stepped outside of his friend's house so he could call me. He was really struggling with this situation. He was feeling weak in the moment, and he asked me over the phone, “Can't I just look at this one site?” This is when I asked him what he thought might happen if he did. He admitted that he didn't know.

With a little encouragement from me, he decided to take a stand for himself. While we were still on the phone, he opened the door to his friend's house, and told him he had to go, that he'd catch up with him later.

You Always Have A Choice

Much like you wouldn't advise a recovering alcoholic to “just have one drink,” I also wouldn't advise a recovering porn addict to just check out one site. Looking at one porn site can have a significant impact on recovery.

What my client in this story was experiencing was maybe the same rationalizing that your inner addict can use to try to slip into your conscious mind. “Eh, it's just one site, and you're at a friend's house. It'll be fine!” But of course, this client's true self-sensed the danger in this triggering moment. He physically left the house. He made the choice to exercise his power over the addict side of himself. He proved to himself that he was stronger than his addiction.

In many 12-step programs, the acronym HALT is used to help those in recovery make sense of triggering events. HALT stands for “Hurt, Angry, Lonely, Tired.” We are often more susceptible to compulsive behaviors when having one of these feelings.

In the example I gave above, my client later told me how he felt hurt that his friend had put him in such an awkward situation, even though unknowingly. He felt tired of having to resist the urge all the time. And he was angry with himself for even considering it. But he stood up to the triggering situation and reached out for the support he needed in that moment. You can do that too.

When you take a stand, your life changes. When you learn the tools to take back control from your inner addict, you can lead a better life.

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